I'm back.

Let's escape to somewhere!

It's 6:15 am in the morning, I'm wide awake. My second sister Suanzy's horrible alarm,which is her own singing voice (that's a really brilliant idea) had make me more awake than ever. Yes my English-speaking friends, you may rejoice now, because I decided to write blogs in English.

It's been awhile since I blogged. For those who have known me for long, I'm always drawing mandarin comic blogs, it was pretty unfair to all my friend who's mediocre or don't even understand mandarin. But I just don't care back then. HUEHUEHUEHUHEUHUE. I always grow tired of drawing blogs (too much work scanning and editing) so I'm inactive. Just when I start to think of seriously doing it, blogger starts to mess with me, all my previous little comics are gone, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM THAT I'VE DRAWN SINCE 15. So I raged quit blogger and start all over at a new website.

The reason why I don't write in this way (English blog), it's because of my terrible grammar, limited vocabulary and I don't have da flow in writing (hope you get it). Secondly, I'm no models, neither beauty, cutie, sexy, cool whatsoever, I just got better in finding nice angle for photos this year, my look or photography skills will never amaze the readers. Third, LAZY. I made Youtube videos, because I can talk and express myself in English better in that way, I THOUGHT. Then I realize I don't have the courage to rewatch my videos because I sound freaking retarded. Words don't make me feel embarrassed that way. And that feeling of nobody gives a damn about what you're talking about in Youtube just sucks. I'm unable to unleash my geeky or nerd side. If I wrote everything I like in my blogs, only people who care to read will come to me and I wouldn't feel bad about it. Of course, due to aging (?) my way of expression has grew to be more reserved, I find myself scribbling my diary that Elizabeth (my pre-U close friend) gave me whenever I have thoughts flowing.I definitely enjoy writing than ever. Not to mention, I have enough time to rearrange and recollect data, then present it in a neater way then videos.


So I was thinking of giving blogger a chance by reopening it with my gmail account (I was using a hotmail account back then for blogger), hope things get smoother. I've been YOLO-ing this year, that's why I don't care about my grammar problem, no-nice-picture problem, hipster-taste problem anymore.The blog name "Find a reason to smile" was inspired by one of a passenger in my life, Jane's tattoo. I met her in my first solo backpacking, nice young lady from Norway. We didn't get to know about each other much, but I salute her job as a counselor and how she love little spontaneous things in life. (Yes you're kawaii Jane (ノ＞▽＜。)ノ, you broke my "Europeans are cold” stereotype, I miss your little screams.) 

WTF MY EYEBAGS SO BIG

Nice to meet you, I am Ong Tong, I want you to find a reason to smile. I've some really sweet memories that I hope all of my friends could share with me. So if your English tak baik wanna read mandarin, paiseh, no Mandarin for you, only Malaysian English, learn to read la hahahaha  (●´∀｀●)